26th November 2012

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Explorer

Life has its ups its downs.
Life is pretty much on an up swing to the definition of most. A great job, maybe a career if you will, my friends can’t be beat. I’m “steady”

Steady, that’s such a loaded word.. I’m not stable enough yet to use that word..

I’m steady .. I’m not chasing a dream, I’m living and working. I’m doing something I’m good at and enjoy. Enjoy? Honest I do… I’m not in love with it, but I tell myself daily I do.
I still think there is still something more out there. I see friends with families, etc and I think that’s awesome. Honest, I thought I had those aspirations when I was young. I had the chance with more than one person to develop a family.. it wasn’t where I was, because inside I knew it wasn’t my entire dream.

Damn, there is that word again. “DREAM.” Strange how it comes up again.

So what is my full dream? I will let you know when I find it..

So, how do I go about finding the rest of my dream? Do I read a ton of books? Revisit dreams past? Explore?

Maybe, I’m the modern day explorer! My journey to find my dream could just be an attempt to explore.. try new things, have new experiences, see new places..

The inevitable question… why can’t you do that with your steady job and career etc? No clue. Never been my style.

More to come.